Sunday, June 03, 2007 hey everyone. guess what im doing now? im doing something rli sinful. yeapps! eating in the middle of the silent night. damnit, how am i gna lose those pounds i gained from sitting in the damn office the whole day? grr, nvm.
but it's so GOOD. its a pastry from Taiwan, similar to those kinda mooncakes that i really love. so far i've eaten the yam, the lotus and the red bean filled ones, and each comes with one full super high calorie salty egg yolk. (sam, you shld know how good their stuff are. heh.)
anw, i am at this really low point of my life again. feeling down. its that time again where i've kept everything inside of me and im a ticking "tear bomb" ready to burst out in tears any moment. i cried in office (quietly) when this person said i wasn't doing my job properly. she goes home at 6pm, i go home at 9/10/11/12 pm on days so who is she to say me. i am REALLY fucking trying. so get off my back and fuck off.
the person who gets most of my shit and complaints is kai. and i am so sorry. im trying damn hard inside of me to hold it all in. but it reflects in my mood. and i know things will get better. i guess i am just scared for exams. and why in the world can i not take a week's leave for exams?! i know we're short of people and i said okay to go back and work but seriously this sucks. makes me wonder if i can really juggle work and school.
yeapps! its me. im just having a bad week? i think i just need some time to myself. the next time i blog, im gna be happy again. actually i dont feel that bad after kai gave me ten million hugs, but something's bothering me.. exams?
on a brighter side, i learnt the second level of solving the rubix cube. meaning i can now put all the colours in the top and middle row together. now there's only the bottom which i am mastering but i just can't grasp the concept yet. kai's gna teach me soon. whee!
now there, i feel better, thanks for letting me blog all my shit out. (:
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